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From Mummy: Missing!! Mixed blood lazy dog, left last night without notifying. Owner urgently seeks dog due to it having mental issues and needs medication on time, Please reply once you see this! 

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 But everyone needs a clutch right? 


Santa is gonna hate me if this girl here can't find an outfit for christmas. I swear to god finding the perfect christmas wear isn't as easy as you think it would be. Shina has to help me turn holland over tomorrow to find the perfect dress for me(told her what I want) and thursday we'd be out hunting. I'm not sure whether should I order what I want online...Or y'knw find something at town? Damn..this is killing me. I thought online shopping was supposed to make life easier. It's actually making me think should I buy sth online or should I find something in real life? It's 2.50am and I'm hungry now. God...I just burnt a huge hole in my own pocket and i'm stressing over what to wear and now im hungry. Nice!

I need a Christmas Outfit, This week seems so packed with plans. I have to collect my shoes tomorrow in the morning, however thanks to my dad he'd be fetching me there and it'd definitely save about 2 hours of my life? Then in the night my parents are bringing my sister and me out for movie because they'd be really busy SOON and they wants to spend more time with us before they're both busy with their own work again. 
Thursday I have an appointment early in the morning with my mom, and hopefully I could get all prepared in time to meet Shina at town to hunt for the perfect Christmas outfit. I'm feeling pretty upset that I'd hve nothing nice to wear for Christmas this year. Luckily enough for myself and the time of everyone else, I already have in mind what I want and that would make things a tad better than walking around aimlessly searching for SOMETHING. Plus Shina knows where are all the best shops at, I bet I could get what I want in no time! *Cross fingers*

Can't wait for all these busy schedules to end and spare some time out for myself and the boy. I'm sure I just need the outfit hunt to be checked off my list and I'm free. I don't like the idea of flipping through my closet and not being able to find SOMETHING to wear. This sucks. Thr's just so much stuffs I'd wanna get. But let's just rest the idea for awhile and just hunt for this one little item + accessories. See you town, on thursday. Be kind to me and allow me to find what I desire for Christmas. Pretty clothes = confidence to take pictures again. 

I'm sitting at my table with a Vogue magazine on my legs, my boy just called and it's pretty late so doubt we'd be meeting for today. I'd have to endure this long night by myself. That's it. December officially sucks. So I guess to make me feel better, I still have my verbal diarrhea released here. Who knows it might start to make me feel better? Where should I begin? Let's start with how excited I am about the new apartment? (Yada yada I realized I've been yapping about it for quite some time) But who cares. I have this Ikea furniture book lying on my bed and I can't wait to spend my night browsing through it...thinking of the interior designing. The smell of a new place, bet it's gonna be a sweet fragrance. Sure I'd miss the old house but I've moved a zillion times and this time I really can't wait for a new apartment. Like thank god my parents are such sweethearts. I can't wait to go furniture shopping/ picking colors/designs for the room etc. The most exciting thing I must say(furniture) is prolly picking the dressing table/bed frame + bed and wardrobe. I don't want to end up like now, a dirty dressing table filled with make up stains, closet in a mess and clothes on the rack seems to be piling up more and more. And my computer desks filled with Cleo/Elle/Women'sWeekly/Bridal magazines etc. I swear upon my entire being that I'd be the girl with a neat and tidy room.
It's true..everytime I come across people (on the net) with a sweet and tidy room. I cannot help but be envious of them able to upkeep the room so well. It just gets better when the person appears to be this drop dead gorgeous girl and you wonder why can't things be half as perfect for you. Shit..I'm starting to catch a flu now. OH here's the JC I bought.




I just died. Orgasmic. I've always loved wedges/pumps/platform boots/heels etc. This would be a worthy gain in my closet, I don't indulge in my footwear fetish BTW. Consider this a splurge item, but I'm already starting to consider the next pair of Jc i would want to get. The 99? Or the tie? Christmas is pretty much round the corner...I'm considering getting the tie for my mom. We have the same shoe size so we could probably share a pair. I checked out Nastygal's site earlier on and Jeffrey Campbell released the wonder platform boot-leopard. Okay, I shall not be a greedy person and wait till the clinic arrives before I start to think what should I get next. Lihong would not like this if she sees this!  


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 Can't remember all the things that happened within this week. Well I do know that I've got A LOT of sleep, I guess that's good enough for one thing. The start of the new month wasn't that great, I went to collect my stuffs from Hazel. Thank god, the Bbdakota top really saved my life. I can't believe I managed to head out with what I was wearing all the way till Jurong East but that's the way life goes when you just don't have enough presentable clothes. Whatsoever I got change into it and my self esteem sky rocketed. Met with my boy at Bishan, trust me the cab ride was a long and torturous one. Sean and Rod came and we wandered around like lifeless souls before heading back to his place. It was a simple day but the boy sent me all the way home before he went to meet someone else and head home. 
So what happened in the week. I seriously have no idea, the most memorable thing that happened was probably when we're in the midst of a fight and he called and ask me to look out of my window? It was evening if I'm not wrong, pretty dark. I saw him below my place holding his everything (laptop etc etc). How sweet? He came all the way from his school and literally waited for me. I headed down and we solved things out, he came up to my place and my mom made us something to eat while we sat in the living room chit chatting. 

The days passes as per normal, no signs of threats or anything. But I did went against my conscience and bought a pair of Jeffrey Campbell few days back? I just couldn't help myself. I mean it. I was staring at it (the clinic) and wondering should I or not? First of all, It's not like if i buy it i'd starve or something.. It's just that I promised myself not to shop because I spend like thousands a month already and guess what? My parents never nagged at me AT ALL. I felt so bad and I wanted to save up for something else by myself so I was just sitting there, contemplating and hesitating about whether to do it or not. 
Online shopping- you see is a convenient(far too convenient) and sinful thing. It takes just some typing on my board, credit card number, Ibanking/atm transfer and there...a month or 2 (sometimes weeks) down the road. This magical parcel arrives at your step. You open it. And you'd convince yourself you did not pay a ridiculous amount of money for it and it's a gift from some admirers somewhere. Well at least that's what I do. It keeps me sane y'knw? Just when I was brooding..maybe fighting this battle within myself. Lady gaga's Fashion started playing on my itune (i put it on loop) and I immediately filled up the order form and paid for it. 
This is bad. 
I just so happened to also buy the porefessional (benefit) like moments ago. See what I'm saying? The access to internet is officially causing me sinful joy. But just so y'knw, I'm here for a good update because I haven't been posting ANY pictures onto my livejournal. 




these are the new loots that I went to collect. Gladys' ones are with me too, guess that means I'd have to meet up with her soon! Excited. 



Also, To add up to why I have the mood to update this space when I'm not bothering to update AnB or updating both sides(which people think is boliao) that's because the boy and my 2nd monthsary was yesterday. We intend to blog l8r on together, he's taking a shower now and I suppose I'd have to soon. The weird thing about why I am updating both sides are because this is sorta my private journal? And I'm definitely not as wordy as I am on anb than here. I appreciate my fickle mind to actually create a Lj because now I have better things to do either than to pig on Youtube. I shall spend the rest of the time I have to update the information section and see what I can do with it. 

Xoxo

 Happy second month, it feels good to have you around in my life. Your presence makes everything feels so much better, and I know our heart belongs together. There's nowhere else I would want to go, there's no one else I would want to spend the rest of my life with. Contentment, it's a strong word to use but pumpkin, It's you that made me realize that love isn't all that difficult. So long we balance ourselves like a scale and make sure we're not too off, everything would find it's place together and make sense. 
Loving you is not what I do now, it a necessity. I want to sneeze in your face every single day of the rest of our lives. 
I'm waiting to see you later on so we could take a picture together and I could have it uploaded onto anb and write something sweet for you there again. Never too much for you baby, never too much. ;)

I can't wait to see you l8r on, I'll go pick you up from school if I can find my way. But if I can't, you'd hve to bear with the unpleasant surprise = me waiting 4 you at Bishan! I love you and you probably fell back asleep now. I should turn in soon after some massive exercise because as you can tell I've been eating a lot these 2 days and sleeping like a pig. I love you, kisses xoxo

 Had an awesome saturday, spent the whole day with Phoebe, dominic and Jy. We laid around at his place all day, before heading out for dinner at MOS burger together, walking around before grabbing some snacks and heading back to Jy's place for the night. We laid around on his very-big-bed, heart talks and played heart attack. Of course, i won the most times out of everyone and the victims are mostly Jy and Phoebe! We had such a great time together before we all turned in pretty late, slept till the next afternoon and was deciding whether should we order Mac delivery. Decided not to and left for J8 instead to have lunch, that settled most of the day. 

Well i just ordered a pair of lens, it's rly different from those that i used to wear. Let's pray hard it works for my weird face. Plus i want a pair of lens i used to wear in the past, think i'll head out with Jy these few days to get it. Wearing pink all the way is kinda boring.... hehe. But buying so many pairs of lens are not really practical...i only have a pair of eyes to begin with... 

Well let's just hope that wednesday we could go see if bedok has the contacts i've been wearing in the past, and in the mean time if the seller could provide me with more convincing pictures i'll have to make a choice between them. Scented candles :( 

I don't know how long can i withstand this. Dear god, do something.